Sunday, February 17, 2013

Five Minutes of Practice Healed My Broken Heart

Five Minutes ...

It only took five minutes the first time I sat quietly, back straight, legs crossed on a black, velvet pillow that I placed on the floor.  I started with three deep, cleansing breaths.  I continued to focus on my breath as I was told.  I counted in and out, in and out until I got to twenty and then began again.  My life as I knew it had ended.  A nineteen year marriage had diminished into lawyers, insults, and fear.  I feared beginning life again after 40.  I feared not being able to take care of myself and my children.  I feared the anger, hurt, and betrayal that I felt would never fully heal.   

After five minutes on that first day, I was a little calmer.  After working my way up to ten, fifteen and then twenty minutes in the coming months, I felt a deeper sense of calm and was centered and grounded for the entire day.  A daily prayer was added along with yoga stretches, journaling and visioning.  After a year on my velvet pillow twice a day now, my fears dissolved and I was now dreaming again, joyous and filled with compassion for both myself and my former spouse.  My heart had healed. 

My daily practice has morphed into a lifestyle.  My twenty to forty minutes twice a day on a now tattered pillow is the soul food that sustains me.  I can't imagine beginning or ending my day in any other way.

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What is your daily, spiritual  practice?  How has it affected your life?  Share your comments below.




  

6 comments:

  1. This is beautiful and powerful! Every word was perfectly put. I can't wait to read more! I meditate sometimes in the morning, but I definitely want to incorporate an evening practice.

    -Arie's friend Brittanie

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  2. Thank you, Brittanie. I encourage you to share your desire to deepen your practice, along with the wonderful morning work you are currently doing with others. Consider submitting a short piece.
    Peace & Love,
    Stephanie

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  3. I thank you my dear sister for creating this forum of enlightenment and encouragement.

    In the morning I climb the mountain, not only is it a physical journey, but a spiritual one as well. There are times when it can be a physical strain but I press on. Once I reach the top I know I will meet God there.

    I know that He is everywhere and I can speak to Him at anytime but the mountain is my special place. I can look down and view the city below that I am a part of but not when I am in my special place. It is my time to be free, to be quiet, to listen. I feel His love and can love others as He loves them. I can forgive myself and know that I am forgiven.

    My day becomes a wonderful journey, and I look forward to see what will unfold.


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  4. I love the physical and the spiritual united. Thank you, Pam!

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  5. Friends have shared their thoughts on other forums. David wrote: "My daily spiritual practice is a Litany of Resignation to the Will of God."

    Marie-Noelle shared the following: "Quotes from one of my favorite poet, peace and human rights activist, Thich Nhat Hanh

    “Breathing in, I calm body and mind. Breathing out, I smile. Dwelling in the present moment I know this is the only moment.”

    “If we are peaceful, if we are happy, we can smile and blossom like a flower, and everyone in our family, our entire society, will benefit from our peace.”

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  6. Thank you, friend, for this reflection. I am cultivating focused writing as my daily practice, 13 minutes every day in 2013. Often it spills into 30, 45 minutes or more, but I know that, for at least 13 minutes every day, I am with the stories I need to write.

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